Unable to sleep, Owen Guthrie talks about why he wants a transfer.
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Guthrie: July, 27th, 1990. Inventoried more subjects today...
Guthrie: The job never used to be this hard.
Guthrie: It’s not like I took pride in my work. I just...didn’t think about it.
Guthrie: Dr. Modi scheduled Psych-evals for the whole Tech-ops team. She says she wants everyone at their best. I think she’s trying to flush out the non-believers.
Guthrie: Whenever one pops up, she makes sure they’re dealt with - out in public, where everyone can see.
Guthrie: Honestly, if you’re bent on maintaining order, fear tactics ain’t a bad way to go.
Guthrie: Maybe I can get reassigned - take a break from receiving.
Guthrie: At first, the subjects were just serial numbers with faces to me. I never thought about them.
Guthrie: Now I lay awake at night - driving myself crazy over it.
Guthrie: Thinking about who they might’ve been before they were kidnapped or sold like livestock.
Guthrie: By the time they reach us, they all have the same expression - it’s almost like relief.
Guthrie: ‘Cuz none of them can think of anything worse than whatever nightmare they’ve just lived through.
Guthrie: Idiots.